Monday, October 29, 2007

possible journey

When I sheepishly told my therapist that I had considered going across the entire country to see Her one more time, she didn't laugh, but encouraged it. I had said, "I know it makes no sense..." but she pointed out to me that love isn't logical. I've been trying to get out of my "stuck" place using logic but maybe I should do something crazy instead. I said I only wanted to see her so I could say goodbye. She said it was actually a really good idea; I've been stuck in the grieving place that happens before ever saying goodbye to one you love. When She and I last saw each other, it was so awkward and hard that there wasn't really any closure. My therapist actually said, "I support you on making that trip."

So now I am trying to figure out when I can go cross-country.


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